Escapism lyrics

Verse 1:
🍸 Sleazin’ and teasin’, I’m sittin’ on him 💎 All of my diamonds are drippin’ on him 🍷 I met him at the bar, it was twelve or something 🍷 I ordered two more wines ’cause tonight, I want him
📖 A little context if you care to listen 💔 I find myself in a shit position 🚶‍♂️ The man that I love sat me down last night ❌ And he told me that it’s over, dumb decision 💔 And I don’t wanna feel how my heart is rippin’ 🍷 Fact, I don’t wanna feel, so I stick to sippin’ 🌃 And I’m out on the town with a simple mission 👗 In my little black dress and this shit is sittin’
Chorus:
💔 Just a heart broke bitch 👠 High heels six inch 🍾 In the back of the nightclub, sippin’ champagne 🚫 I don’t trust any of these bitches I’m with 🚖 In the back of the taxi sniffin’ cocaine 📱 Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex 👀 I was lookin’ for a man who was on the same page 🔄 Now it’s back to the intro, back to the bar 🚗 To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
Bridge:
💔 ‘Cause I don’t wanna feel how I did last night 🚫 I don’t wanna feel how I did last night 👨‍⚕️ Doctor, doctor, anything, please 🙏 Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me 💔 Take this pain away ❓ You’re askin’ me my symptoms, doctor 🚫 I don’t wanna feel
Verse 2:
🚬 Toke this joint how I’m blowin’ this steam 🔄 Back to my ways like 2019 ⏳ Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it 👫 I got a new man on me, it’s about to get sweaty 🍰 Last night really was the cherry on the cake 🌑 Been some dark days lately and I’m findin’ it cripplin’ 🚀 Excuse my state, I’m as high as your hopes 🔥 That you’ll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzlin’ 👠 If I take a step back to see the glass half-full 👜 At least it’s the Prada two-piece that I’m trippin’ in 🍆 And I’m already actin’ like a dick, know what I mean? 👉 So you might as well stick it in
Chorus: (Repeated)
Bridge: (Repeated)
Verse 3:
💔 ‘Cause I don’t wanna feel like I felt last night 🚫 I don’t wanna feel like I felt last night 🌅 Be at peace with the things you can’t change (Last night) 🍑 I’ll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah 🚫 Out of reach, out of touch ❄️ Too numb, I don’t feel no way 🥂 Toast up, so what? 🛣️ Street small, but it go both ways 🏃 So, you’ll run, yeah 🚫 But you’ll never escape 🌇 Sunset in the maze ❓ (You’re askin’ me my symptoms, doctor, I don’t wanna feel)
Bridge: (Repeated)
Verse 4: 💄 Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art ❓ I don’t know where the fuck I am or who’s drivin’ the fucking car 🚗 Speeding down the highway sippin’ 💊 Mixing pills with the liquor ‘cah fuck these feelings 📱 I left everyone I love on “Read” (Uh-huh) 🛌 Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (Uh-huh) 🚫 I remember nothing so there’s nothing to regret (Uh-uh) 🎵 Other than this 4/4 kick drum poundin’ in my head